To The Surface

Breaking off a piece to big
You’ve had it in from the beginning
You couldn’t handle what was created
And now you’re stuck with no way out…
Looking for something not there, expecting something else
To the surface it will rise
Losing faith in myself, but there is so much more, so much left
Positioned it, to the side- but it’s not lost, it’s just confined…
And to the surface it will rise
It’s crawling back to haunt your mind
It’s a waste of time, wasted time
No way out…
Past returns to take you right back to the surface