Thousands Miles Away

I’m sitting here late at night somehow I can’t get any sleep
I’ve got a thousand questions running through my head
I’m switching on the computer to pass the time and free my mind
But these thoughts won’t go will leave me restless
I can’t pretend it’s not affecting me but I just can’t get a single tear
And now your names are all engraved on these white stone graves
Was it your sense of family to constantly keep ignoring me?
Anger and misunderstanding prevail on this pain
You never wasted a few thoughts ink and a stamp on a letter
Thousands miles away strangers for so many years
a make believe of distance to justify your silence
Not even a single pic as a reminder in my mind all I had
Was blurry faces distant memories I could hardly remember
You never wasted a few thoughts ink and a stamp on a letter
I’m sorry that I’m not feeling guilty
can anyone tell me why should I be?