Temptation

I don’t love you, like you want me to
Can’t get enough of you, Ohh
I don’t love you, like you want me to
Can’t get enough of you, Ohh
Eighteen years, scrubbin tapes blank
All I can find to fill my bank statement
Call me withdrawn, a mind I vacate
But it’s hard to ignore my red tape
Caught heavily off guard
So fast and so hard, to lose a love
Still I remember times you smiled at me
Times teenage me and you squabbled to see
All I’d do to forget
And all I wish to admit
Full of regrets, time well spent
Now your in heavenly rest
Do my best, to make you impressed
Every day, every year
Every moment my best
Taught me not to lie
But I lied to myself
Six months later
No tears left, kept to myself
Am I mental, be gentle
When life you so simple
Cause That ain’t you girl
That ain’t you girl
Cause That ain’t you girl
That ain’t you girl
Could I have changed anything that went out
Could I alter fate if I weren’t so young
Will I ever get past my problems
Relive every mistake more than once
Eight years later in the same place
When your actions cause me to dilate
I wish I was kinder to you
Brighter And shiny
Like knights of our youth, eh
But I have a past
And that’s no an excuse
To relive through you
Yell out abuse
I hope some day to have a
Daughter I can father
Show her my alma mater
Even though it’s not a college
And I pray each day
You’ll be more honest
Ya cute, but sometimes
You get hostile
Stirs me up, my inner reptile
Godzilla fall down
That ain’t you girl
That ain’t you girl
That ain’t you girl
That ain’t you girl
I don’t love you, like you want me to
Can’t get enough of you, Ohh
Well I’m reaching for you
And I’m so toungue tied
Hard to remember all the nights I cried
The good and bad, I’ve gone through
Still I always think of you
Thank you momma for all you do
That ain’t you girl
That ain’t you girl
That ain’t you girl
That ain’t you girl
Heavenly heavenly
Heavenly heavenly hosts
Come to my aid in
Forgiving all my woes
I’m sorry I don’t do well
Can not do this on my own
So I’m here being real to the people that I love