In Time

I play a game called pain.
I see my words,
They make everyone play,
But will anyone stay.
I’ll just sit by this wall,
Another time to fall.
I’ll see all the faces
But i won’t hear all the words.
Be at all the places,
Strictly unobserved.
Something so strong
Happening to my world,
I am nothing,
I am not the only one.
Bring it to my doorstep
I won’t turn you to the cold.
I’m just trying to find some answers
But my questions have been sold.
I just need someone to tell me,
Just say everythings ok.
I’m just trying to find out
If i mean a word i say.
My words pull me down,
I can’t see in the dark.
Their words fill me up.
I am nothing, they are not.
There’s just a child inside me,
Can’t you see
I’m not that strong.
I fall with every whisper
Because i feel i don’t belong.
I just need a little shelter for my ever dieing skin.
Please won’t someone speak a word
Because these bonds are growing thin.
Trying to get away, never knowing
I wanted to stay.
Now i search for a way to find,
A little closeness,
A little time. in time,
Will it all just die?