Not A Kid Anymore

I open the floodgates
And hope it won’t hurt
Inside I confide
Growing up seems so long ago
Fill my cup with days I can’t let go The only thing that I’ve ever learned
Is that I’m not a kid anymore
Drenched in a cold sweat
Change 'cause I can’t deal
When will I really live?
Inside I confide
Growing up seems so long ago
Fill my cup with days I can’t let go The only thing that I’ve ever learned
Is that I’m not a kid anymore
Age creeping up on me
Emptiness and waiting to die
Inside I confide
Growing up seems so long ago
Fill my cup with days I can’t let go The only thing that I’ve ever learned
Is that I’m not a kid anymore
I open the floodgates
And hope it won’t hurt