Erosion

Something about the way you connect to me
I just can’t shake this hopeless energy
Take the time just to ruin my mind
Why do I feel so abandoned?
It seems like everybody goes away
From these questions — they just leave me standing…
I’m breaking up and it’s making me see
You’re taking up too much space to see
I throw my heart at everyone
And spread myself much too thin
Vulnerable I leave my heart
So I cover my flesh up with sin
My eyes are closed for my implosion
Lost in these dreams once again
I feel the loss by our erosion
Lost in bitter feelings, my friend…
Now don’t you tell me how to feel
I want to salvage the things that are real
You may not know it, but your actions tell me
That my face is replaceable
I try too hard, it’s my compensation
A hungry heart with no goal
My eyes are closed for my implosion
Lost in these dreams once again
I feel the loss by our erosion
Lost in bitter feelings, my friend…
It’s taking, it’s breaking… I feel the loss