Broken Mirrors

How long have I been out of my face
Stuck inside a hole and feeling like it ain’t gunna change
Am I a coward or am I just stuck in my ways
Or am I just finding a way to escape all of the pain
Listen, yeah you can drive but you ain’t beating a plane
I look around and I can’t ever see no real in this game
Took to many loses I will never feel them again
I roll it up into a zoot and blow away all my pain
Middle of the night, dreaming on my peddle bike
I can’t never get it right, never got my credit tight
Bad memory’s i swear i’ve got a fucking terabyte
Sick of worrying where i will lay my head at night
Yah i cry sometimes becaus I’m built different
When god created my kind he didn’t build bitches
Broken mirrors, broken pictures it ain’t any different
I always think about my children cuz there still with us
I always think about the times you say you had my back
I was always backing all your beef I must of been a twat
Remember when you left me all you fucking did was run
If i was you i woulda spun it round but you weren’t looking back
And i ain’t flipping anymore cuz i ain’t inna bitching
I’m wishing, that everyday could be a little different
My mission, was to be close but you was hella distant
Non fiction, i say fuck you when a demon whispers
You know that i love all my bro’s and all my sisters
If any harm comes to them you’ll hear sutten whistling
I ain’t scared of no block I’ve never been a victim
Just keep it locked cuz I’ve got sutten cooking in the kitchen
You know that i love all my bro’s and all my sisters
If any harm comes to them you’ll hear sutten whistling
I ain’t scared of no block I’ve never been a victim
Just keep it locked cuz I’ve got sutten cooking
Grandad i really miss you i ain’t gonna pretend
I’m wishing and I’m hoping that one day I’ll see you again
When i was writing this i had to take a breather for ten
I’m only human and my heart is still bleeding again
Look, I’m just a young boy coming from a broken home
With a dream tryna make it out so i just row the boat
People round me tryna break me, but I’ve got a question for you
How you gonna break someone that’s already broke
Nothings ever promised in life only your death
Noones ever helped me to walk only my legs
Noones ever helped me to talk what’s on my head
But am a speak what’s all over my mind until there’s nothing left
Nones ever taught me to heal up when i was broken
Noone ever told me cough it up when I was chocking
Noone ever taught how to deal with all my pain
So I write it all in my lyrics and smoke away my emotions
Tryna fix it all and put together what is broken