nothingsreallygoingon

Nothing’s really going on
Know that I’m the boring one
Ask me what the fuck I want
I never have a response
Wanna put some makeup on
Feel like I’m a superstar
Everything I ever want
Know that I could have it all
I gotta be realistic
Don’t wanna turn narcissistic
Maybe I sound pessimistic
But I think it’s in my interest
Ever since I started tripping
Knew I need to make a difference
Stand the fuck up, stop just sittin'
'round shackled by my indifference
Gotta play it safe though
Stay low
If I drop the payload
Imma have to start shopping for halos
No way that I lay low
I stay gold
Wrap me in a rainbow
I don’t give a fuck what pople say, no
This is a commitment
I’ve nver been good at decisions
Cuz I’ve always been feeling this distance
You better commit, bitch!
I’m not tryna stay in this prison
I have got a purpose and a mission
Sometimes I feel like I should just give up
It’s so much work I just don’t give a fuck
Sometimes I feel- no I don’t feel that much
There lies the problem that’s present in us
I have never been afraid of death
I’ve been dying just to take a breath
Take my life and you can have what’s left
If that’s the deal, I think that I’ll accept