Make Me Wise

Shades from the past are chasing my life
The world we built together is crumbling down
I’m so sick of being the sailor
When the ship we are sailing is sinking down
You, you blamed me all the time, asking for more
But what I got back? Nothing! Nothing!
And all the fears I had are getting so real
And all the secrets you kept are falling to pieces
Do you remember when we used to shine like diamonds?
When everything around us was just a fucking fairy tale
That time has gone so far away and I’m still dying in my memories
While you just left me with a spit on my face
Every teardrop has become blood
You fucking cunt get on your dirty disgusting
Knees
And I won’t be ashamed
To watch myself in the mirror
Cause I will never live my life behind a mask
Time is running out
I’m taking back my life
Cause I wanna come back to shine
I won’t forget your promise
You were supposed to save me
And I’ve been trying to bear all that you did
What you believed in
I won’t regret my choices
I was supposed to grow old with you
But you denied my life and what I did
What I believed in
I’ve no remorses
You’ve just regrets
They’re gonna chase you
Until you’ll dig your own grave
I sewed my fucking eyes
The darkness shows me all the secrets you hide
Now just look yourself in the mirror
The ghost you keep inside will never die
Time is running out
I’m taking back my life
Cause I wanna come back to shine
I won’t forget your promise
You were supposed to save me
And I’ve been trying to bear all that you did
What you believed in
I won’t regret my choices
I was supposed to grow old with you
But you denied my life and what I did
What I believed in