Go and Stay Gone

Somewhere under the leaves you were rushing towards me.
It’s almost fall, I need a change.
The kind you make when you feel out of place.
What can I do that I haven’t done?
My head, it spins like a top unwound.
This time of year reminds me of when you left and said «You'll see when you get older.» What’s the thing you never said to me? «I'm not telling you the truth.» What’s the thing you never said to me? «I can’t do what I promised to»