Deadnettlepan

Light hurts in my eyes and the room is much too small
No one hears me cry and the wall laughs at me
No breath in my chest, there’s never enough air to breathe
Hidden, so no one can see, I am trapped again
Light hurts in my eyes, colours burst and shades erase
Cold taste fingertips and not able to release
Windows closed and black, night and day seems all the same
Hidden, so no one can see in my deadnettlepan
Walls are getting close and my mind feels dumb and sick
No more images! Mechanical self-destruction!
Life flows easily when you tell your heart to stop
Hidden, so no one can see, I fall down again
Sometimes I fell like the world outside might not exist
Every scream is swallowed in my lungs
And I feel like today I woke up dead again
No one can tear me out
Sometimes I feel like the world outside runs much too fast
Every thought is swallowed in my mind
I wake up and I only see my deadnettlepan
No one can tear me out