Stupid Memory

All alone in pink
All the carpets fade to grey
Amplifiers burst out the deal that I have made
What’s there to say I cannot say by myself
Thinking about writing it down seems pretentious
And helplessness may be the word they nail to my name
In a while
Stupid memory
Must you bring up these things
Stupid memory
Can I forget all of that
All of that crap
All embarrassment
In addition to the talk
In each crowded court there’s a spot where I fall in love and short
On public demand
There are no words they can’t hear
I think I forced a smile upon her mouth
I know I dreamt that, hollowness aside
Everyone’s a winner if the stadium is right
But rarely anything good comes out