If Not Now, Then When

Why so shy when I’m lying next to you
A bursting cloud and a thunderstorm blocks my mind
Oh I try to reach for something that rings out true
All I want to do is take up your precious time
Can’t you see I want so bad to trick myself
Allow myself to kid myself
Away!
If not now then when?
So I sit and scratch your bare eyes blue
And my eyes grew tight to the movie there on the display (?)
But not the moves I’m so in love with you
All I want to do is ask you if I may
Can’t you see I want so bad to trick myself
Allow myself to kid myself
Away!
If not now then when?
If not now then when?
Why so shy?
Never see anything
(Someone continue this!)