The Dark Inside Me

Every moment I have failed
Was a torture for your soul
Steered by demons, who had climbed up from my own
I close my fingers to a fist
Try to figure, how it feels
When the wickedness comes over me again
And for the first time I went too far, there’s no excuse, the things I’ve done
I can’t deny
And for a last time you say goodbye, don’t waste a tear it isn’t worth to save
a lie
Every single word, I said, hurt you more, than I expected
Mental scars that never heal and will remain forever
I close my eyes so I can’t see
The dark that is inside of me
And the wickedness comes over me again
And for the first time I went too far, there’s no excuse, the things I’ve done
I can’t deny
And for a last time you say goodbye, don’t waste a tear it isn’t worth to save
a lie