near-fatally

Okay, so basically, there was only me, near fatally
Crashing in the whip, and it had dented, they was saving me
Crashing all the shits because a cousin who was lacing me
It’s harder to forgive when I had trusted what he’d say to me
Hmm, but shoutout the ones who prayed for me
I got up out the hospital and I was moving gracefully
Emotionally vulnerable, but still I had no hate in me
Until I thought I loved a bitch and found out she was playing me
Fucking bitch
You introduced me to the hate again, you fucking demon
I let you change me, made me think that every bitch is scheming
Now every bitch that say «I love you» don’t really mean it
And I can’t say I touched you even if you was family
Double playing these cards, still be trying to damn me
But I worry too much, God know I ain’t done, yeah
And now you know my reason why to me, it’s for a Xanny
Praying on a moment that’ll tell me
They just slowing down my journey to the summit, yeah
You the reason I’m moving even stronger
Always for that, you’re my baby
Near fatally
S-saving me
Cousin who was lacing me
Tr-trusted what he’d say to me
Okay, so basically, there was only me, near fatally
Crashing in the whip, and it had dented, they was saving me
Crashing all the shits because a cousin who was lacing me
It’s harder to forgive when I had trusted what he’d say to me
Hmm, but shoutout the ones who prayed for me
I got up out the hospital and I was moving gracefully
Emotionally vulnerable, but still I had no hate in me
Until I thought I loved a bitch and found out she was playing me
I was full of positive energy
I was still in the middle of recovery
I wanted to drive to my memory
J-just like the fact you found me-me-me
It be some bummy muhfuckers to try and gimme apologies
I don’t want hate in my heart, but they made it cold
I hadn’t played all my music, yeah, ate all my drugs
You be told
Okay, so basically, there was only me, near fatally
Crashing in the whip, and it had dented, they was saving me
Crashing all the shits because a cousin who was lacing me
It’s harder to forgive when I had trusted what he’d say to me
Hmm, but shoutout the ones who prayed for me
I got up out the hospital and I was moving gracefully
Emotionally vulnerable, but still I had no hate in me
Until I thought I loved a bitch and found out she was playing me