If I Had A Heart

If I could have been true because i knew it would be understood
If I would have an attitude to what’s the matter that would be good
If I could have been radical and not fanatical to the bone
I’m no one’s own — alone
If I had a heart I would have a heartache
If I had a soul it was cold
If I had the guts i’d become your murderer
But no one’s own — alone
If I was a pioneer I would rely on here and now
If I could have been ecstatical and not dramatical somehow
Now I’m paying my dues and staying amused while singing the blues to the bone
But no one’s own — alone
If I had a heart I would have a heartache
If I had a soul it was cold
If I had the guts i’d become your murderer
But no one’s own — alone