Sorry

Today I stared and I listened
I felt the charcoal light up in my home and
I felt ya kicking up the embers
Soft and nervous while the time capsule glowed
Deep-set eyes on the floodlights
Egg your cadence like ballet on ice
Heard you singing in the theatre
About brushing shoulders with the love of your life
Your teeth are grinding in your sleep now
(leave me alone)
I tell myself I don’t know what that means
(this is your fault)
The affectation in disclosure
I’m on Taylors road, down the street
Car crashes and the mouldy walls
Speak or shiver indoors, will hang, like stones
Body’s hollow on, tools
Cotton candy
Black confetti
All the things that won’t set the scene anyway
We were never
Really ready for it
We were never
Really ready for it
We were never
Sorry
They don’t get bored they just sit in their door
Sick of being hated, for something their not
Well and then you’re gonna haunt me
Then maybe you’ll see
That I am sorry
I’m sorry
We were, never
Really ready for it
We were never
Really ready for it
We were never
Really ready for it
We were never
Really ready for it
We were never
Sorry
I sat and I stared
I watched you light up my home
And I know, you won’t, you won’t leave me alone
I got, nothing, only one thing to say
That I am, sorry
Maybe I’ll tell you one day