I'm Gonna Hate You When You Go

You lie there peacefully on the bed beside me
Your breath is soft and warm against my nose
I’m gonna hate you when you go
Your legs are twitching
I hear a ticking…
The bomb in my chest is gonna blow…
I’m gonna hate you when you go
I’m gonna hate you when you go
I love you now…
…but I’m gonna hate you
I’ll burn your pictures
I’ll build an altar
To the careless gods who let such things unfold
That’s miles from you and me
I love you fiercely
I lie beside you fragile and exposed
So I’m gonna hate you when you go
I’m gonna hate you when you go
I love you now, but I’m gonna hate you…