Heaven

There is such a love so often confused
for something that real, but it’s a always been dead.
And when I explain why it’s love is refused
it can’t believe what I’ve said, and screams with hatred.
Who can judge the victim who I betrayed?
That I was killing. God is dead.
Now who can hear when I pray?
This silent screaming…
It asked me to come. It never let go.
A shadow at my back trailing eternally.
But when I ignored it -- never even said no —
all of the love turned to rage… inside it’s dreams killed me.
Who can judge the victim who I betrayed?
That I was killing. God is dead.
Now who can hear when I pray?
There silent screaming to heaven.
I’ve fallen down. I’m on my knees (Heaven)
I’ve fallen. All is lost for me. I’ve fallen. (Heaven)
I’ve lost now for eternity. I’ve fallen. (Heaven)
I’ve fallen. Heaven’s hid the key.
In this domain, souls fade away.
Drifting down to where death is warm.
So with ur hand in my hand…
Forever’s found underground.
Who can judge the victim who I betrayed?
That I was killing. God was dead.
He could not hear my last small silent scream in death.