Lastnight

And it was dark outside lastnight
I can’t remember, were you there or had I closed my eyes?
A constant wreck, I think I lost my mind
Was that a recollection I made out of what I’d like?
And it’s so hard to get inside, so tight
It’s not apparent to you number of the times I tried
And now I guess it finally comes to light
I couldn’t see it even if it’s only just a mile
I remember how it felt the way that you left
It wasn’t shit to me compared to what you’d do next
You’d pretend you never cared and tried to prove it
So why’d you do it? So why’d you do it?
Make believe I wasn’t there to keep from losing
Run away you know you’re scared to face the music
So what’s here left of me? Just take it you can use it
I won’t get through it, I cut the loose end
Every night it’s been keeping me up
Every day got me losing my touch
You shoot me down and you sit there fine with it
I wasn’t sure if we would make it to the end
I’m barely needing you tonight
Don’t think we’ll make it out alive
Cut by mistakes, hung out to dry
If you don’t mean it, don’t apologize
I won’t make you choose what you have to do
If I don’t have you, what is left to prove?
And it was dark outside lastnight
I can’t remember, were you there or had I closed my eyes?
A constant wreck, I think I lost my mind
Was that a recollection I made out of what I’d like?
And it’s so hard to get inside, so tight
It’s not apparent to you number of the times I tried
And now I guess it finally comes to light
I couldn’t see it even if it’s only just a mile