Pills

I don’t know where to start
How did it come to this?
I can’t get it out
Though there’s about a weeks worth of words to say
Must it really be so hard, so hard, so hard to say it like it is?
No I don’t know where to start
How did we let it get as far as this?
If it was that easy
I’d take the pills instead of take the pain
If it was that easy to start this again
I’d have told you everything
I’d have told you
I don’t know where you are
And I don’t know if I care
I get this close
And then I choke
Because it really is so hard it is so hard to say it like it is
Oh I don’t know where to start
How did we let it get this far?
No I don’t know where you are
No I don’t
No I don’t know where you are
No I don’t know what you want
No I don’t know what you’re on
No I don’t…