The Misused

This is what they forced me to
Heard the command and killed you
Scorned their bodies unknown names
Twisted faces
Many years of sleepless nights
Bloody corpses, screaming wrights
Now I see it’s endless pain
Living with who I have slain
With no mercy my whole life
With no love Who have survived
No Conscience should I had
Moral absence
Homeland which you will defend
Means we just need to expand
Hollow orphans squirm in sore
Saw unspoken truth of war
How long yet I have to bleed (have to bleed)
How long yet want me to plead (me to plead)
Brought about by rulings' greed
Saw the creeping men in blood
Saw viscera thickset flood
Fiercely fighting, feeling hate
Humanity
Was dutiful made their will
From my wounds still oil spill
Yes, I have tried to forget
But I feel constant regret
How long yet I have to bleed (have to bleed)
How long yet want me to plead (me to plead)
Brought about by rulings' greed
By the medals crucified
How I wish I have just died
By the medals crucified
How I wish I have just died
How long yet I have to bleed (have to bleed)
Brought about by rulings' greed (me to plead)
By the medals crucified (crucified)
How I wish I have just died