Suffering in Ecstasy / The Enemy Inside

Suffer inside myself
there is no hope
In this grave
bottomless
the deepest depths
an empty pit
no way to live
dead
It’s killing me
this deadly plaque
poisoned blood
runs through my veins
finding pleasure
within the pain
I’m suffering
A step away
from the edge
one more rush
All I need is
A harder push
there is no cure
my infection is self inflicted
I’m suffering
in ecstasy
slowly dying
inside my body
locked away
with no escape
finding pleasure
within the pain
A step away
from the edge
one more rush
All I need is
A harder push
there is no cure
my infection is self inflicted
It’s killing me
this deadly plaque
poisoned blood
runs through my veins
finding pleasure
within the pain
I’m suffering
Suffer inside myself
there is no hope
In this grave
bottomless
the deepest depths
an empty pit
no way to live
dead
A step away
from the edge
one more rush
All I need is
A harder push
there is no cure
my infection is self inflicted
I’m suffering
in ecstasy
slowly dying
inside my body
locked away
with no escape
finding pleasure
within the pain
It gained control of me
the dark side of my mind
this hollow shell
A body with no soul
Feeding on me, growing inside, this parasite
dormant within, now it’s alive, it came to life
Feeding on me, growing inside, this parasite
dormant within, now it’s alive, it came to life
With each breath I take
I feel the pain
It has a hold of me
the thoughts I think
deep within my body
eating me from inside
I can’t control
this other self
The enemy, the enemy, the enemy inside of me
Feeding on me, growing inside, this parasite
dormant within, now it’s alive, it came to life
Feeding on me, growing inside, this parasite
dormant within, now it’s alive, it came to life
Separate from myself
Actions without thoughts
in constant agony
distortion of reality
Alternate emotions
now come to life
my soul asleep
unconscious, but awake
The enemy, the enemy, the enemy inside of me
Feeding on me, growing inside, this parasite
dormant within, now it’s alive, it came to life
Feeding on me, growing inside, this parasite
dormant within, now it’s alive, it came to life
It gained control of me
the dark side of my mind
this hollow shell
A body with no soul
With each breath I take
I feel the pain
It has a hold of me
the enemy inside