Like I Used To

In the blankets, in the sheets, on my bed
I can feel you holding back, going red
From all the lies and the words that you hide
There’s a boulder on your chest from the weight
Of the words that you keep to yourself
I am staring at your back, you are staring on the wall
You don’t love me like you used to
You don’t love me like you used to
And I don’t love you like I used to
I love you too much
Your silence reeks of cheating, reeks of her
I can sense her in your mouth on my neck
And in your screaming at the mention of her name
And your anger spills like bullets to my brain
Like an animal in fright I’m insane
And I run for cover from your aim in your arms
You don’t love me like you used to
You don’t love me like you used to
And I don’t love you like I used to
I love you too much
So I stick my brain in the sand
Watch me fold
Watch me wither
I stick my brain in the sand
Watch me fold
Watch me fold
Watch me fold
You don’t love me like you used to
You don’t love me like you used to
And I don’t love you like I used to
I love you too much