Bitter End

I’m in the middle of a big frustration
I’ll do anything to just bring it down
You know I never needed any conversation
I mean, I’ll take anything to bring me around
I’m beside myself like I’m someone else
That is living in the back of my mind
Every day I see what I cannot be
Loneliness has got to leave me behind
Don’t do anything for me
That I ain’t what I’ve got to be
And I’m here again
Down in the bitter end
That’s a place I cannot hide
And it’s eating me inside
And I’m here again
Down in the bitter end
I’m in the middle of a big-time nightmare
And the voice of reason is lying to me
It seems I never need to be the big-time winner
And the way I got here is so easy to see
It’s a big mistake but I’ve got to take
Everything that is coming my way
It’s so easy now but I don’t know how
I can make it through the end of the day