Digging a Tunnel

Been whiping my back since I was a defender
So long ago that I can hardly remember
Then someone told me it’s ok to remember
The self-punishment is not the way to surrender
Surrender
What ever you will do will never be good
That voice inside is asking: you really thought it would?
Maybe it could. Wanna feel good
Do you feel good?
We could do that if we dig ourselves thru it
Dig ourselves thru it
Finding the light switch that will help us get thru it
We can do it. Lets fo thru it
But way deep down behind my silly frown same thoughts on repeat-peat-peat
-peat-peat
Wanna be free from those thoughts
Surrender. Surrender. Self punishment is not the way to surrender