All I Am

Frostbitten fears
Breath in the air
It’s far too cold
But for you I’ll go anywhere
Shivers and snow
A girl who’s too reckless to care
Pocketed hands
Pocketed hearts
Familiarity
Keeps them trapped in a jar
See-through but sound
So close but always too far
Reaching out towards the sun
Waiting for collision
But it never comes
It’s only a game
Tabletop smiles
Call it an inch
And then try your best to walk a mile
Pretty and soft
The exterior fades after a while
The answer’s not clear
When you don’t speak a word
Afraid to ask questions
‘Cause you’re afraid of getting hurt
Imaginary feelings
Screams into silence go unheard
Trying to get the fire to light
You could just go back inside
But we never try
All I am is reckless
Stubborn, I can’t take this
When I said I loved you know
I meant it
I meant it
All I am is wasted
Can’t admit the changes
When I said that I was spent
I meant it
I meant it
Holding on
To what little hope we have
Going strong
But steady’s out of the question
Tired eyes and tired mouths
Cannot belong
In a crowd
All I am is reckless
Stubborn, I can’t take this
When I said I loved you know
I meant it
I meant it
All I am is wasted
Can’t admit the changes
When I said that I was spent
I meant it
I meant it