The Personal Decay

I lost my track along the way
I’ve got no place to be, lost my identity
This malady is killing me, such a moral leprosy
Voices in my head, they are screaming;
«Life is meant to be wasted, love fails and death is useless»
On and on and on and on and on
This is not my home. Tell me where I belong!
I am on my way
To the personal decay
My life goes down the drain
My effort was in vain
I had a dream but I lost it
I had a vision but I simply forgot it
There’s a shadow hanging over me
I’m like an orphan child longing for company
I’m trying my best to keep it all together
But I hear the voices that goes on forever
Lord if you hear me, I’m begging you please
When I take my last breath, give me peace
I am on my way
To the personal decay
My life goes down the drain
My effort was in vain