Crazy and Trusty

I just don' t want any fights or troubles
But it' s not for them, It’s all about myself
Never believe anyone but me
and I thought no one understands who really I am
Am I ready to say good bye?
Am I ready to destroy?
Am I ready to kill myself to get over?
Are you crazy? You just smiled and caught my blow
It wasn’t just that easy
As if you had known my pains
Now I feel I’m not alone
This might be the first time
I think I can do exactly what you did for me
What' s your point?
「Okay, listen to me. I had a lot of people I loved or respect」
And so what?
「But I just wanted to nice to everyone so I don’t get hurt」
I didn' t give them chance to know the real me
As I get older, l found myself alone
Am I ready to say good bye?
Am I ready to destroy?
Am I ready to kill myself to get over?
Am I ready to be an adult?
Am I ready to change my sight?
Am I ready to tell my story and just let myself out?
You made me wide awake
When you lose your way, I' ll be there to move you
I' d feel no more pain, if you push me away
Are you crazy? You just smiled and caught my blow
It wasn’t just that easy
As if you had known my pains
Now I feel I’m not alone
This might be the first time
I think I can do exactly what you did for me