Equale

I am waiting
But I am shaking
I can’t refuse it, I can’t choose it
When our god is there to abuse it
I am gazing at the fear inside of me
I am gazing at the fear that cleanses me
Kill me now, I don’t need to plea
Kill me now it’s meant to be
Kill me now if (it's) written in your story
Kill me now I’ll drown in my glory
In the end only (the) sorrow waits
Today you’re tamed tomorrow hook bait
It’s the end to which you have to cling
It’s the bliss that only death can bring
I wish I’d keep on dreaming of
The past which I have to believe in
I wish I’d keep on dreaming of
The past which (has) gone forever
Maybe it’s too late, now (only) the dark
Awaits
My fate, their hate
All my fear will turn to their tears
All my fear, the means I hear
Kill me now, until the fear fills me
Kill me now, the glory I’ll see
Me now, to my fate I’ll bow
Kill me now, kill me now
I had to see what I had to be
Breathing through the sentence I get
I am still yearning to be free
Begging on my knees, I should be not
I know it’s nothing but a dream (in which)
I am let to live then die
On what they give
On what they design
When I think of (my) fate to come
I’ll face the sentence I get from
The fate, the method I’ll succumb (to)
Blindly numb, I’ll become
Drowning in my pain and nothing to remain
Poison in my vein I’m striving in vain
No one’s divine, (I see) no sun to shine
No use in crying when the salvation’s mine
Burning is my tongue
Burning is my tomb
Burning are my eyes
Burning are my dreams
Or is it nothing but a dream in which
I am let to live then die
On what they give
On what they design
Now look at the reaper behind me
I pray for my soul to be damned forever
Until the moment they finally find me
I pray for my soul to be damned forever
Let me bleed on (this) endless nightmare
Let me bleed on (this) flesh that I tear
Let me bleed my own blood
That is curse forever
Omnia Vanitas, the reaper’s there
The believer’s prayer is the deceiver’s bane
Omnia Vanitas, the redeemer’s scare
The believer’s prayer is the deceiver’s bane
As I see their sign divine
Life of mine will never shine
We all are cursed
By the curse none shall ever escape
When we find it out
It’s too late
There’s nothing we can do
Nothing but a farce
Nothing but a one-night dream
Or should I say nightmare
We know it
All of us
I’m sorry but I have to go now…