My World

I’m not coming back
I’m not gonna react
I’m not doing shit for you
I’m not sitting around
While you’re tearing it down around us
I’m not living a lie
While you swim in denial
'Cause you’re already dead and gone
You’ll leave me out on the curb
Just like everyone else before you
Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need
Always ends up leaving me alone
Another lesson burned
And I’m drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my world
I don’t care what you think
I’m not seeing a shrink
I’m not doing this again
I’m not another
Student or a mother
To take your shit out on So let’s see what you got
And let’s see what you’re not
And whatever else you pretend
You’ve defended my intentions
Long enough
So here I am again
In the middle of the end
And the choice I wish I’d made
I always make too late