Two

I think I wanted to be found
In the back of a van
In the outskirts of town;
Needle in hand, liquor in my mouth
So you’d worry more
I wanted to be safe
With someone who cared
With a frown on their face
You know how I worry about everything
That I can’t control
If I’m playing God
I have to be losing
The white flag is raised and it’s burning
It’s burning around me
The girl who cried wolf when there were only
Were only puppies
Who I am now, and
Who I wanted to be
They’re two separate beings entirely
If I’m playing God
I have to be losing
And if I’m playing God
I gotta be