Wish to Exist

I can’t hold it down,
pretending I am all that I’m not.
You’re the thought,
drifting through my mind again.
From dark till light
This was meant to be.
Finishing each other’s sentences.
I hope that you know,
how much you mean to me,
but I guess it don’t even matter!
You say I’m losing grip on what’s important.
Don’t be so fucking critical!
These are my choices, you have broken me down for the last time
I walk this path alone,
the everlasting romance
I’m still so blinded by the darkness Recreate the dream
I walk this path alone,
the everlasting romance
I’m still so blinded by the darkness
Recreate the dream
Pupils ablaze,
with echoes of all these lost tears
The sound burns in the deep but the hallows hold my heart
Shards of speech penetrate like freshly sharpened blades, I cut you out!
The dark forest consumes with its sad eyes, the moon watching ever over dancers
Convulsing to her mournful tune
Midnight looms and slippers shatter, glass penetrates the beast,
promises to find her
Aching fur trapped in the howling night, quiet as a child now sleeping in demise
The skin of those now lost and once caressed
They were lovers, without knowing
Blackened by regret
This endless maze, inside my head
The lord of evil, king of the dead
Pores swelling with sorrow,
her bones reaching out for home, secrets she could only know,
but I guess that’s just the way it goes
That’s just the way it goes
You say I’m losing grip on what’s important.
Don’t be so fucking critical!
These are my choices, you have broken me down for the last time!
I walk this path alone,
the everlasting romance
I’m still so blinded by the darkness, recreate the dream
I walk this path alone, the ever lasting romance
I’m still so blinded by the darkness, recreate the dream
Blinded by your love for lies.
Your love lies