On My Own

I’m walking by myself again
I’ll show you, I’ll prove to you
I’ll do it On My Own again
Again and again
How could it be said that you stress?
It’s what she says and she thinks it’s true but in the end she’s the only
reason that, that I’m not dead
And she overthinks, that there’ll be a time I pack up and leave, like hell,
you’ll hate my face, you’ll see it too much, I’ll get romantic, you’ll say «that's gay», that’s your catchphrase, and it’s okay not to be…
can’t teach a guy that that’s how it can be sometimes and not let him show you
it back, like I know we’ve been through shit, hit a rough patch before now,
and I’d be a clown to let you go like that time you were about to leave me
cause you were overthinking and concluded you’re not worth it to anyone,
well you’re worth it to me… and without you I know I would’ve jumped from
that rooftop, it’s true, and for you I would’ve proved it
You’ve made me cry… sometimes in not good ways, I done the same…
you know what you tried… hid those pills when you were staying over and almost
swallowed em… we both can’t let each over go, and die
I’m walking by myself again
I’ll show you, I’ll prove to you
I’ll do it On My Own again
Again and again
You’ve made me cry, sometimes in not good ways
I done the same
You know what you tried: hid those pills when you were staying over and almost
swallowed em
We both can’t let each over go and die
I made the promise but the people out there don’t even know, but does it matter?
I’m not responsible for the way you interpret my words I spew, you in the birds
eye view with everything surrounding me
You know what I tried to do a few years ago, almost succeeded, thank fuck I
didn’t, both had seductive vision, drawn us together, didn’t do nothing,
thought we was in other divisions, three days to go… til I would’a done it,
I penned my goodbye letter, was like «to hell with it», you never know,
even though we hadn’t locked lips just yet, I knew something was in store
Now we’re broken up cause she gave up on me, despite all my endurance,
random times she put her claws up to my skin to make the redness pour outta my
chest pulse, how’d you like it if the woman you loved so much in the world
turned round one day outta nowhere and said «I don’t love you anymore»
to make you give up?
She says I lied, I said I tried, mental health, suicidal thoughts, and oh,
who am I, to say what you did was uncalled for, when I’ve been there from the
very start, everything I say’s cause I got a heavy heart
I’m walking by myself again
I’ll show you, I’ll prove to you
I’ll do it On My Own again
Again and again