Kill the Fire

My ego has led me here
Unhinged and let down
A constant fear of the dark
Uneasy all day and night
Falling behind
Pay my dues again
Barely get by this time
(No way to make amends now)
I just wanna survive and live my life
No hate, no lies
One step closer
I just wanna survive and kill the fire
That burns my mind
Taking two steps back
I just wanna survive and live my life
No hate, no lies
One step closer
I just wanna survive and kill the fire
That burns my mind
And I’m back at square one
Afraid that frostbit will be my doom
Always beneath freezing point
My prid subdues me, faint heart and soul
Losing my chance to bring back control