She Did It

Was it a dream that I had
The memories make me sad
Reminiscing on all the good times that we had
But if I had another chance
I would do the same thing
You’ll never know how bad I hurt from the sting
And to write it all off like it was just a fling
I’ll never forget all the stress that you bring
All the times you said you were my everything
Every time that you said that you would do anything for me
Now I know that it was all a façade
You were trying to get in between me and my squad
So I don’t know why all this struck me as odd
But to make it better she never was caught
The tables have turned now
She looks around
But there’s no one to be found
She ran ‘em into the ground
No one to tell her to turn her frown upside down
She did it to herself now no one comes around
She did it to herself
Now no one comes around
She did it to herself
She ran it into the ground
And if I had to make a prediction I’d say
That she’ll never change her ways
Or admit her mistakes
I constantly reflect on the time that I spent with you
Picking and choosing I never had a clue what to do
Should I go and have a good day with my friends
That would be the end of me and in my head I knew
You would take it and run with it until we were both blue in the face
You constantly made me think that I made so many mistakes
Like checking a car you wanted to see if I would break
But I broke a long time ago my body aches and shakes
People on the outside looking in
Could see all of the pain and distress I’m in
I feel I never will be on top
I will never win
I will never have the heart to love again
But just as my dad likes his bananas
We split
We went out separate ways
No more of your shit
Like everyone in their dreams
I said I quit
So now I light up all the weed
And now my days are lit
She did it to herself
Now no one comes around
She did it to herself
She ran it into the ground
And if I had to make a prediction I’d say
That she’ll never change her ways
Or admit her mistakes
So what does this mean
Is there no more you and me
Will there ever be ever again
I guess we’ll have to wait and see
But until that day comes
I hope that you will find everything that you love
And in due time it will pass
All of the pain will surpass
Baby just know that this shit won’t last
So if it’s the very last thing I say with my last breath
I hope that you will find a comfy place to rest your head
Now when it’s all said and done
The dust has settled
It would come out that all my emotions were ketteled
Everything was bottled up inside
I would have said it the first time
But it didn’t fit into the rhyme
As for last times
We never did get to say goodbye
I know it puts a damper on the mood
But we can’t let it slide by
All the years that we wasted
Just to write it off and forget it
Like it never happened at all
She did it to herself
But I can’t act like I wasn’t involved
So now it’s time to grow up
Put a foot forward and evolve
The world is changing
And the days are raining
I won’t forget you
All the memories we made and
I’m moving along now
This is my goodbye note
I’m just trying to end
On a high note
She did it to herself
Now no one comes around
She did it to herself
She ran it into the ground
And if I had to make a prediction I’d say
That she’ll never change her ways
Or admit her mistakes