Wolves At the Door

Last night I found heaven
It"s on the tip of my tongue
And it reminded me of
All the times I was young
I"ve got you right in my view now
I used to smile till the day I fell down
I have no idea who the hell I"ve become
It"s not who I was, it"s not who I loves
I want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine
I want to burn, on a beach where the sand
Has thousands of needles poking at my skin
I lie in bed to the sound, of the wolves at my door
They are speaking in tongues
While they claw at my floor
I never thought it would come to this
I"m more yellow than my abyss
(they"re making branches) to even the score
Just open the door, just open the door
I want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine
I want to burn, on a beach where the sand
Is littered with razer blades
Littered with razer blades
Blades
Littered with razer blades
I can"t hold on, the path is clear
I can"t ignore, what"s been building for years
There"s wolves at the door, I won"t hide here in fear
Wolves at the door, wah!
I look at myself and the things that I"ve done
Stare away from the mirror and right into
the sun
I forgive myself for all of my mistakes
When will I learn, when will I, when will I burn
I want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine
I want to burn, on a beach where the sand
Is littered with razer blades
I gave up on myself a long time ago
To the black clouds I"m swallowed
And spit me out whole
Some times it feels like I"m losing my soul
At least that means
I still have a soul after all