Torn

Awake
I’m burning with my mistakes
Be afraid
I’ll use you until I break
I said I’m sick of all this meaning
I’m twisted and I’m reeling
I find it hard to let things go
Apathetic, screaming
Opulent and dreamy
Kill me while you hold me close
Tell me little lies
I need your love, I need you now
Look me in the eyes
I know your weight, I feel your clout
I will paint your fear
With every colour of my mind, see
I’m not the man I thought I was before
Disdain
There are creatures inside my brain
I think I’m lame
My plans all went up in flames
Synchronized and sinking
From middle, end, beginning
I’m hung until I’m wrung out, dry
Dumb from all the drinking
The darkness keeps on creeping
I hope that you can save my life
Tell me little lies
I need your love, I need you now
Look me in the eyes
I know your weight, I feel your clout
I will paint your fear
With every colour of my mind, see
I’m not the man I thought I was before
I pull until I’m torn
I pull until I’m
I pull until I’m torn