Half Alive

It’s 4am, I’m waking up to your perfume
Don’t get up, I’ll get through on my own
I don’t know if I’m home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I’m spiraling into my doom
I’m feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free
To live and die by our own rules
Free.
Despite the fact that men are fools
I’m almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me
It’s okay that we’re dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Well excuse me while I get killed softly
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I’m okay
At least 'til yesterday
You know you got me off my highest guard
Believe me when I say it’s hard
We’ll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free
To live and die by our own rules
Free.
Despite the fact that men are fools
I’m almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me
It’s okay that we’re dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl I’m not ready for this yet)
And the deadly looks you cast upon me
I won’t regret, I won’t regret
I won’t regret, I won’t regret…
And I was trying to disappear
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now
You brought me down to size now
I’m almost alive
And I need you to try and save me
It’s okay that we’re dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight…
I’m almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me
It’s okay that we’re dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
I need to survive tonight, tonight