It's Real

I always dreamed of it
That one day I’d make a hit
To defend myself against myself
Sang all the way to school
When I was a little girl
I knew I was from another world
Sometimes I see her sunbathe, in the window
And those childhood feelings, pouring down on my head
I hear a happy song and though
I never could write one, to describe the way I feel
When blue shadows fight an odd white apartment
I know they’re real… they’re real… they’re real
I hear a happy song I know
It’s real… it’s real… it’s real
I died to see you there
When we knew I shouldn’t care
My heart beat me crazy, through the street
Found when I climbed the stairs
Saw you laughing with him there
Sitting pretty as two dripping knives
True lust only exists, inside my heart
And in these moments, that I’m heartless
Life is meaningless, and poor
And real… so real
That dragon in my heart
Was something real… so real
It’s real… It’s real