you are everything i'm not

Hate runs through my veins
You are a plane
I am the ground you soar above and laugh
And I, I’m getting old
I grow like mold in all the places you don’t wanna see
You, you are the light
I am the dark
I tried to find you but I got lost
And I, I’m fucking up
Just let me go
Cause I’ve been falling and it’s all I know
And I, I’ll let you down, I’ll make you cry
You don’t love me and I’m the reason why
Lie, lie to my face
Tell me you care
Tell me you wanna know who I am
So find, find me cause I am lost and I’m scared of what’s to come
So find, find me cause I am lost and I’m scared of what’s to come
And I am scared of what I’ll be
And I am scared of what I’ll see