Side Effects

Pull the trigger Budd Dwyer
Hahahahahaha
I to my socks, I took off down the block
I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop
My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop
Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top
I to my socks, I took off down the block
I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop
My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop
Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah
I got what they want and it’s still not enough
I’m so deep inside and I can’t stuff it up
Whether it’s with these hoes or with these drugs
I don’t wanna be here, wanna give a fuck
Miss my family and I miss my girl
I try my best to give them all the world
Feel like I am not enough sometimes
Crying in my hands, like, «Why?»
Love me for what I am, don’t love me for what I do
Love you with everything, tell me «I love you too»
I done gave everything, I don’t got nothing left
I am exhausted, still wish you all the best
I to my socks, I took off down the block
I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop
My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop
Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top
I to my socks, I took off down the block
I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop
My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop
Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah
I can see my Dad’s shame in his eyes
Feel like he wasn’t enough and don’t know why
I’m sorry if I made you feel more than less
Did everything for me, you did your best
I can see myself in my brothers
I got some traits from my mother
Sometimes it do scare me
Sometimes I get worried
Hope they don’t be like me
I gotta leave in a hurry
Don’t want them picking the berries
Don’t want them feeling like damage
I would give my life for them (Life for them)
Right now, trying hard to swim
I to my socks, I took off down the block
I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop
My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop
Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top
I to my socks, I took off down the block
I been running all my life, think it’s time to stop
My mind is so damn tired, body wanna drop
Ah, it is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah