HELPLESS

I DONT KNOW IF ANYONE CAN REALLY HELP ME
I JUST KNOW THAT IM FEELING LIKE IM HELPLESS
WHEN IM IN MY MIND, WANT TO BLOW IT, I SHOW IT
I TRY TO NUMB THE PAIN UNTIL IM FLOATING, I KNOW IT
BREAK ME, THEN SAVE ME
NO YOU CAN’T ERASE ME
IM RAGING, UNFAZED YEAH
GO AHEAD AND FAKE ME
OR TAKE ME, FAR TO A PLACE ON THE MOON
HIDE INSIDE MY ROOM, BABY TELL ME WHAT TO DO
IF YOU NOTICE
I FILL UP MY LUNGS UNTIL MY BODY FEEL LIKE FLOATING
I PICKED UP THE PIECES TO MY PAST AND STILL IM BROKEN
WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO FEEL LIKE I CAN OPEN
BUT I KEEP ON GOING, NEVER STOP, IM NEVER SLOWING
LOOK INSIDE MY EYES, YOU CAN TELL THAT IM DEAD
I CAN’T DISGUISE, I CAN’T HIDE, IM A MESS
I HEAR ALL YOUR LIES IN THE NIGHT, IN MY HEAD
I CAN’T GO OUTSIDE, I’LL JUST LIE IN MY BED
I SEARCHED ALL MY LIFE, BUT I COULDN’T FIND A PURPOSE
STILL AINT TOOK MY LIFE, CAN’T DECIDE IF ITS WORTH IT
MY ANXIETY, GOT ME FEELING HELLA' NERVOUS
I CANT HEAL THE PAIN THAT I FACE, THAT IM CURSED WITH