Slow Suicide

I’m not evil… No matter what you think of me
I’m just human… There's a part of you that’s just like me
I have fallen… I have broken every piece
Heard heaven calling… I could only reach this from my knees
Now I believe!
I can’t let this life pass me by
In a blink of an eye it ends
I can’t let my tomorrows decide
What I am in this life
It’s like committing
Slow Suicide!
It’s no secret…
I can’t pretend I can’t forget
What I’ve done…
Every day I live with the consequences
I let it beat me, Let it kick me, Let it throw me to the floor
Those days are over, I’m moving forward, It can’t hurt me
Now I believe!
I can’t let this life pass me by
In a blink of an eye it ends
I can’t let my tomorrows decide
What I am in this life
It’s like committing
Slow Suicide!
So many days I chose to suffer… Living a lie
So many ways I chose to die
Had to feel less than nothing… Shame and suffering
To see with my own eyes… I wasn’t living
I was committing, committing
Slow Suicide
I can’t let this life pass me by
In a blink of an eye it ends
I can’t let my tomorrows decide
What I am in this life
It’s like committing
Slow Suicide!