THE ONLY MEDICINE

I wash it down, just to block out all the sound
I never thought I’d be alone. Well look at me now
Sleepless nights, painful goodbyes
Who the hell was I kidding?
The room starts to spin
All alone and bleeding once again
Can you help me make this. make this fucking end?
Oh my god there must be something
Something to take the pain away
And so there’s nothing you can give me
It’s probably better off that way
Just forget, all I ever wanted was to forget
Bloodshot eyes and a starless sky
Who the hell are we kidding?
You look so content, I guess the bright side hasn’t found me yet
Pull me out so I can catch my breath
I live my life in the shadows of the things I try to hide