Spay Me

You forgave but you won’t forget
I pray the day will come, when you see I was numb
Till you burned me with your cigarette
But each fight leaves my vocal chords shattered
I sing with my gums spiked with glass
I pray and I beg like a dog
Hump your leg till you spay my sorry, broke ass
Singing:
Why do you, always have to push me far away from you?
All I want is to stay with you
So naive, each time you leave, I always still believe in you
Know that I’m holding you down
Now you’re out on the town
The courage you found is spitting in spite of me
Leaving me dead on the ground
Cater to me or I’ll punch myself until my face is blue
Later you’ll be just as sorry as me for the things you do
If I’m an arrogant prick shitting out heart attacks
Then you’re the queen of the dammed: feelingless, devoid of tact
Hey I’m the crazy one here! I’m dying of a deep regret
But I can’t stand these nights I’ve spent alone, awake, begging
Tearing my face apart like cheap leggings
I’m sorry my love, I’m gone
You keep egging this on
I’m gone, I’m gone, I’m gone
(Pack my shit up and go, I’m getting wasted)
What did I just do?
(Pack my shit up and go, I’m gonna face this)
What did I just do?
(Pack my shit up and go, I’m getting wasted)
What did I just do?
(Pack my shit up and go, I’m gonna face this)
What did I just do?