I Am Clean

I am clean
Oh, I am clean
No more weed
No, no more weed
Not gonna smoke
That pure green
Coz no more weed
Who the fuck am I lying to
I wish my eyes could close
And I come back to life
But they’re already shut
I missed my only chance
I wish I could erase
Away my fucking past
Delete all the mistakes
But this shit will last
I really wanna join
The twenty-one club
Peep I see you soon
No, I won’t stay alive
Wish I had more friends
More people for support
But I just stay alone
But I just stay alone
I keep all my thoughts
In the darkest room
Don’t worry I’ll be gentle
I won’t let you go
My life had changed completely
And now I’m really scared
I don’t wanna die
But I don’t have no choice
I have one only friend
That will never leave
He’s purely organic
And he’s very green
But I gave it some thought
Soon I might move on
On some harder shit
His name is heroin
He will kill me quicker
Hit me up my dealer
I won’t be the winner
I will die a sinner
But I don’t wanna die
I might still stay alive
But she won’t let me breathe
She won’t let me go
I’m depressions bitch
I’m her little hoe
I really wanna leave
But she won’t let me go
Prepare the red carpet
Start ordering the hearse
Soon I’ll make new friends
I won’t be seen no more
My friends will have
A pair of beautiful white wings
They have shiny crowns
The halo overhead
Soon I will be dead
Soon I will be dead
Soon I’ll have a halo
Soon I will be dead
But before I go
I have to do one thing
Make a massive hole
In my fucking skull