Eulogy

I see your eyes in my mind
but the moment fades slips away
and when I wake I curse the day
when I torch the sky see it falling in flames
I’d burn up to see you again
I’ll carve out my lungs and it’s all just to see you again
I’m sick in my gut from the poison I drank to forget
And since you’ve gone I can’t forget
what I didn’t say that it’s much too late
I feel you here in my heart but sometimes I fall
I gotta crawl in the dark
I’ll carve out my lungs and it’s all just to see you again
I’m sick in my gut from the poison I drank to forget
I’m trapped in my withering skin oh no no
to rot and remember the dead
I’ll dig my grave and wait here for you till the end
I’ll carve out my lungs and it’s all just to see you again
I’m sick in my gut from the poison I drank to forget
You leave me empty inside I’m trying to hold on