smiling when i die

Yesterday felt like my graduation
But now some of those kids have got their own
Been a while since I took a vacation
It’s been a while since I really let go
Don’t wanna look back
Thinking I could’ve done this
Or I could’ve tried that
Don’t wanna look back
'Cause it’s going by fast
I’ma call my mother
It’s been a while since I’ve been home
Take a trip in the summer
See all the lights in Tokyo
Get lost in the desert
Just to see what I can find
So when it’s my time, I
I’m smiling when I die
(When I die, when I die)
I’m smiling when I die (When I die, when I die)
Yesterday felt like my first day working
No, I’m not the youngest on the clock
Been a while since days were just for burning
It’s been a while since I threw back a shot