What It's Gonna Be

I’ve been living in this hell
My mind playing tricks on me
I can’t ever seem to get a fucking break
It’ll be what it’s gonna be
I’m glad that you wish I was dead
It shows that you never really cared
Guess I’m just shocked though
But it’ll be what it’s gonna be
It’ll be what it’s gonna be
Being on my own & acting like it’s not affecting me
Going through the pics, reminiscing how I truly loved her she
Always made me feel it but I guess it wasn’t meant to be
(Guess it wasn’t meant to be)
I walk alone round my home streets
Clearing my head, but I can’t cut you outta my dreams
Drinking too much, but I don’t wanna lt it get to me
Proof is so high, so I’ll be feeling it ventually
You left me broken inside
I still don’t understand why
You only wasted my time
The tears they made me go blind
Like I was dying inside
& I know, everyday was tryna relive better times